He loves me just for the money

On the road I go, I have never been a day of peace and happiness.

Almost every day, tears and harmony with my steps. A single mother place between strangers, not friends, not relatives, always try to work to avoid any pitfalls and raising children. Many times I thought I would flop down between this life ... but there was a small hand gripped my hand, give me confidence for the next step.

Then one day he came to ... like a gentle wind, which gives me little pleasure in life. Also from there, I find myself smiling more and love life than before ... nhungtoi dared not receive her affection from him because he is a man alone and lost I to 6 years old.

When you know all about him, about his life, I am more determined to avoid attention from him. But I avoided him how much he tried to conquer me as much. He gently take care of my mother, my interest so well that my heart began beating as he arrhythmias.

And I like being with him! He did not care to talk around, he also publicly our relations with friends.Although he was all tease "pilot flying her young age," but he did not feel this because of that but also said, "Is that also what one wants" . He loved me, cared for my mother made ​​me trust him absolutely. Unfortunately I may think whatever and more and more, the more I love you more.

The months that happy day is like a dream. My friends also advised not to ask whether young people like me go with him, people do not realize the age difference ... but there is something that makes them skeptical about his love for me. As for me, even though friends have advised how the matter is I still love him, is not measured slightly more damage to him by his true love.

There is supposed to love him back the loan? (Artwork)

He still loved me very attentive care but sometimes, he asked me to borrow money, when the 3 million, 5 million on the loan ... and that day he promised, "V one day he will return again em right. "Because I love you so do not put weight on money matters, I also think, loved and trusted each other, help each other not at this time can also help each other now. I just took it as a debt payment to him each time he must spend to get my mother to go out, go eat at the hotel and outside. But I just felt a little disappointed when her lover who has ignored presence of a man who asked to borrow money ...

When his work is not stable, and I lost my job, every state must spend shrinking. I have to figure out how to rent, money for baby food and spending money everyday life for my mother. But from there, his head against the gambling game, only to accumulate all the cars I bought were long, he brought it to sell to get money to play.

When things happened like they have nothing to blame each other or whatever can not regain what was lost. At that time, everything seemed broken ... but I still love him despite his belief in me is losing.

Then he went to far. Our time together is also sparsely populated. But the few times he has borrowed money to me and once I asked him, " How do you think when a man is unable to work to feed themselves? So, how can you prop up the children? What do you think when a woman I strive to have a child, whether they have that much money? "Section. When I said those words, I just want you to know self, to live with responsibility for themselves and do not rely on others will become habit. But he does not understand that and he said that, I love you all.

Also from that day on, he no longer contact me. I have a call, message, he still did not answer. Think about what has passed ... I regret to a beautiful love. But think about the man that I saw seemed to him unworthy of what I had for him. When love is not supposed to tell their men how to borrow money?

People think I'm too wild? But when asked, I always wanted to live devoted to each other. When you want to get something, then let her go ahead ... and when to go, does not mean you will receive good things in it that will have people bring many more good things to yourself. And I believe that life is always the law of causality.

I regret or not regret what I did ... and I always look at what has passed to improve myself more!